It has only been a few days since a member of our family passed away. It had a profound effect on me, I stopped eating at work, I eat a large dinner before work, then I work through the night, get home, sleep then I have breakfast when I wake up. I thought to myself I should never get sick or pass away because of a poor lifestyle. I'm not saying that's why he died, I would put that down to bad luck. One day my luck will run out and my time in this world will be up but I hope I will have aged enough for everyone else to be aged.