What May 19 means to me

It is June now, I believe this is the month that takes us into summer. Spring fades with the flowers as they turn into fruits and seeds.

To me, May was about realizing that I am a father and coming to terms with it. May was a restless month for me. I work through the night and trade through the morning and sleep in the afternoon. I eat quickly and use the last 15 minutes of my tea break to write entries in this blog. In between sleep and work I try to be a good father. There is always something to do. Father's day will never be the same to me again.

I went to the hospital a few times, won't say why. Got to see what 10 years of austerity has done to the NHS. I won't say more.

I wish I could say more but I can't. That is it..

Sick again

Last night I went to work but I was still slightly sick. I thought I was OK but I felt terrible. I felt dizzy and had a headache. I was weak and could not work freely.

I carried on working and just hoped it would go away but I didn't. I feel a bit better now, I hope that work will be smooth tonight.

Sometimes I feel like I have recovered when I haven't. The most important thing in this life is good health. If you are sick and tired all the time then your quality of life is reduced.