Death and Hell

I was thinking about death and hell for a bit today. My perception of hell is it is a place where the wicked are burnt to ashes not a place where people are tormented forever. I was given the opposite view from a book I read called "23 minutes in Hell" by Bill Wiese. I learned he does conferences and they're on YouTube. I don't agree with his vision but I find it interesting, take a look for yourself ⬇️

 23 Minutes in Hell

I wonder if my imaginary friend Klyde Cheerman can cheer me up. Let's have a look ➡️ Joke Away Klyde.

If I could make myself laugh every day then I wouldn't be so grim. I think about death every day but when a disaster happens I think about death a bit more than normal. 

What June 2021 means to me

It was in the month of June 2021 that the United Kingdom hosted the G7 summit in Cornwall on a privately owned beach hotel resort and had a dinner on the Eden project premises. I have never been to the Eden project because I live on the other side of the country and never got around to it but I became curious about that part of my country. 

One of the simplest lifeforms on Earth has caused chaos and death throughout the world. Corona viruses are so simple that their code is stored as RNA instead of DNA. RNA fibers are a representation of one side of the DNA strand. In June the Delta Variant of Covid19 had dealt a blow to our return to normality. In the middle of the month our government decided to extend the restrictions until 19th of July. The Health Secretary was caught cheating on his wife and quit his job. He was replaced by another slick city banker.  I'm not going to compare the elected government to pirates on this blog. 

One thing that has been overlooked this month is the price of fuel. Since the Suiz Canal got blocked in spring, the price of fuel increased by 10p per liter. The increase stayed and now many people are driving to local places for holiday so the price of fuel is now about £1.30 per liter. I think that is a 15p increase. To me that is an eye watering cost, a full tank costs me £40 now. 

I re-read through a book called "23 minutes in Hell" by Bill Wiese. It was about a man that claimed he was taken to hell for 23 minutes. I like to read non fiction journal books on my Kindle. I became obsessed with Hell again and often used the key words "NDE Hell"( near death experience) to find videos on youTube about people that think they have seen Hell. I like to listen to their stories and look for inconsistencies. 

I was thinking about planets quite often because I knew the Juno probe is coming to the end of it's service and will soon be destroyed. If we discovered another 50 planets in the solar system, I wouldn't be surprised. It takes less than one day for light to reach the observed solar system but the gravity influence of our Sun goes half way out to the next Star. There could even be objects orbiting our star more than a light year away and we would be oblivious. 

There was also tensions near the Crimea peninsular but I don't want to think about it. 

Lake of Fire

If I could talk to God I would ask him why he didn't throw Lucifer into the lake of fire straight away when he was deceiving one third of the angels.

It is written that Satan will be thrown into a giant lake of fire to be destroyed. Why didn't God destroy Satan before he met people on Earth?

I have no idea why it went that way. Is there a scripture that explains this? I don't know. I know very little and hunger for insight.

Russian Fire

Earlier in the week a supermarket in Russia burned up. I feel sad because being burned to death is the most violent way a human can die in this world. Every nerve ending in the person's body maxes out on pain and every cell is eventually destroyed.

My thoughts are about hell when these things happen. In Christianity and Islam and the Jewsish faith, they teach about eternal punishment for people that lived a bad life or turned away from the creator.

I learned that when people go to hell they are burned in torment forever. To me this is not fair because our life is short but hell is eternal. Why should a person be burned in hell forever when their life is so short. The deeds of just 20 years of life could be punished for thousands of years. This doesn't make sense to me.

Afterlife is such a mystery to me. I hunger for knowledge like I hunger for food. Sometimes the hunger for insight is more than the hunger for food.

This blog entry is not mocking the creator but asking for insight. It is a genuine request for understanding about life and death and all the mysteries that come with it.

I send my love to all those families in Russia that lost loved ones.

Peace..

Christianity and Transparency

One thing that stops me from going to church is the thought of Hell. I feel that Hell is not fair because our lives are very short and the punishment of Hell is disproportionate. If a man was cruel to other people for 20 years then why should he be tormented for eternity? Would it not be fair to punish him for 20 years? It would bother me if I was in Heaven and I knew that people were being tormented forever. I want the maker himself to give me insight because I don't understand. I'm not trying to criticize any religion, I am being truthful. It bothers me when I think about the topic. People have done bad things to me in the past but I don't want them to go to hell. I would go down to hell and tell Hitler himself that he had enough and free him if I could because I don't want anyone to be suffer like that. I beg for insight and mercy.

I don't know who is reading this and what now is to the person that is reading it, what I do know is that I am writing the truth, the way I think and feel.

I am a very misunderstood man, I watch things on TV that some people see as morbid but it is only the mystery that interests me. They don't understand what is going through my mind. Here is the connection, my life is a mystery because I don't understand what the creator thinks, people don't understand me because they don't know how I value things. Both things cause me to be frustrated. Not having deep insight into life and being misunderstood.

If a lady is walking in front of me on the street, she may be afraid because I am bigger than her but she does not understand that I am a blameless man  and won't harm anyone. That person does not know that. They just think that the man walking behind could be dangerous, they don't know that I am heading in my own direction. Thankfully I get about by car now so that awkward feeling has been eliminated.

The other thing is that my thoughts are not valued by others. When I reach out to talk about these big topics, the topic is ended through an excuse.
My mind is a village, I walk though it and try thought experiments in there and that is what matters to me. The village inside my mind is a paradise that is more beautiful than any place on Earth that I know of. There is a whole world inside me that is written of by people. No person in this world will ever understand me unless they are telepathic.