Litmus Paper Test

During the turbulent years when we were at war with Germany, the Brits created the Balfour Declaration. A document that acknowledges the Jews bought most of the land in the Palestine province and wanted to self govern. Zionism means to self govern. Later Britain Split the Palestine Province in half and gave the land east of the river Jordan to the Arabs and they renamed it Jordan after the river. Then we signed the Balfour Declaration and handed the Jews the west partition of the British mandate of the Palestine province and they instantly and lawfully became a nation in one day. They renamed the land Israel after the Southern Jewish kingdom that existed in the 1st century BC. 

I get why people think the west partition of  the Palestine mandate province is actually an ancient country and nation because they're ignorant. It's ok to be ignorant but, when I do the litmus Paper Test I get a different verdict. 

When I listen to protesters carefully, they start bringing up anti Jewish conspiracy theories like the Rothschild event and things like that. and they criticise democracy and capitalism. They hate our society, they hate Jews, democracy and capitalism. Everything that keeps us in order and with reasonable prosperity, they hate it. 

That explains why they never have outrage for other conflicts, they have selective outrage because its not about the war, its about hating democratic capitalist societies and wanting to overthrow the government. 

Golders Green Attack

A few days ago, I learnt that a guy was running through 'Golders Green' looking for people that were outwardly Jewish and stabbing them. The police caught up with him and fired a taser at him and then they kicked his head several times because he wouldn't let go of the knife. To me that made sense because he may have had a bomb detonator strapped to his torso, they had a sense of urgency because they needed to make sure there was no bomb. If you're brazenly stabbing people like that in daylight hours then it probably means you're ready to die as well so they should assume he has a bomb strapped to his body to cause more casualties. I think the police did the right thing, I would have just shot him in the head with a bullet as soon as he brandished the knife at me. It's probably a good thing I'm not a police man.

At the time this happened, I was daydreaming about an alternate reality where you can ride on an overnight sleeper raft. The raft has a small cabin with a bed to sleep inside and moves through a 2.5 meter wide tube with water flowing through it. The raft moves through the water very slowly but it doesn't matter because you spend the whole night sleeping inside the cabin on the raft. You could also watch TV and sit on the couch inside the raft.  

There would be tea set inside the cabin but the hot water would come from a flask instead of a kettle. There would be a cabin battery that powers the TV lights and usb sockets in the cabin. There would also be a flask tank to supply a small shower with water.  

The aquaduct would be a delivery system for moving goods around the country where water is pumped in through one side of the duct and exits the other end carrying rafts full of goods during the day and rafts with small cabins on them during the night. You would get in the cabin, sleep during the night in the cabin on the raft and wake up in a different city after a having the smoothest trip ever. The aquaduct would also be a flood defense system taking water away from rivers that have too much water in them. 

Cavern in the Deluge

My brain is under water because it is suspended in a biological bag of water (meninges Membrane) in a bony container, the skull. It's strange to look at us that way but it is true. My thoughts are in water behind bone and as distant as another world. 

These days it can be very difficult to think clearly because there are so many hard feelings. I have a lot to say and no one wants to listen. Every week a regular guy would hear a lie told about him or an opinion that isn't true. I live in a society where small talk is shunned and greetings are treated like babble.

Hostile emotions can swirl around a person for days but somewhere in the middle of it all is a small cavern where it is unaffected by all the disrespect and hate, a little place where there is peace. A place where creativity counts more than anything. A place that shrinks and grows. 

My first freestanding page on this blog is a playlist for fixing hostile thoughts and hard feelings : Playlist for Wellness . I will quote it when I think it is relevant in future posts. 

A few Happy Thoughts

I was recall from my childhood in the movie 'Ghost Busters', there was a scene where they confronted Gozar the Gazarian, a made up supernatural being. 

I was wondering why it chose to appear as a human woman yet it had red eyes. It looked creepy, like it was pretending to be a human. I even thought to myself that it used the image of the key master and gate keeper as a template to create the image. Then it went into their minds and used the stay puft Marshmallow man as an image of their distructor because Ray was thinking about marshmallows. Those were the good old days, we would borrow a VHS tape from blockbuster videos; I liked VHS cassette tapes because they were about the size of a book so they could be on a book shelf. The shop would always smell like freshly made popcorn so that was nice. 

Isn't it nice when the sky is clear and there is a nice sunny day. You can look at the trees and breathe in the fresh air and try not to think about anything for a short time. 

Sometimes it's hard to be a man, all your small talk is scrutinized and you feel like society is always judging you. Sometimes you feel awkward because a person is afraid of your presence. They don't know men like myself are just thinking about things, they're thinking about package holidays, smart watches, computer games and movies they watched when they were a child. I just think about things, not mischief or violence. There are some bad men out there but most of us are placid busy bodies getting on with routines. 

Kirb Slam Rejection Boy

I saw a viral video of a young boy asking a girl for her phone number and then slamming her head down on the pavement and stumping on her head because she said no. I felt angry and disgusted at the same time. 

I was given the impression they were filming the incident because of a bet, a wager that hinged on her giving her number. Relationship bets on their own are already disrespectful to women. 

They were probably filming the incident as evidence of a bet outcome but it didn't go their way because the girl said no. The boy was angered by the rejection so he grabbed the girl and slammed her head down on the pavement leaving the girl unconscious. He then stumped on her head while she was still knocked out. She could have died from the injury she received. I felt very angry and I felt disgusted because that is a very cruel thing to do to another person. They were behaving like animals. 

I was also angry with the person filming because he didn't try to stop the boy from causing more harm, he sounded like he was enjoying the drama. It is like there were two phsycopaths that found eachother and we're working in tandem. 

Here is video about the incident Kirb Slam Rejection Video.

Then later the boys mum was interviewed outside a court room; no apology, no regret or remorse,  she was defending him: total shame. I even think her excuses were lies but even if they weren't, the violence wasn't merited. I didn't see the Dad there, in my experience I find that men that grew up without their fathers are usually like that, they lack self control and have a violent nature. 

Imagine if that is your daughter or niece. 

What can I do? I show the truth and I look at things knowing the world is the way it is. 

Smile for a while

I found a few videos on YouTube that I think will bring a smile to my face for  a while because my mind would be preoccupied with what is happening in the video. 

I watched a guy make a table out of marbles using epoxy resin. It it very interesting to watch. Here is the video: Marble Epoxy Table. I found the whole process very interesting. The epoxy resin holds the display in place and makes it look like it is embedded in glass. 

Here is another video of an Epoxy Resin table but with bottle caps. 

Epoxy Resin Bottle Cap Table

When I was a kid, I would watch Bob Ross paint and I would watch the new Yankee Workshop, Norm Abrams would build things out of wood. 

That is a key part of what it means to be me. I feel sad that wicked things are happening all around the world and I can't do anything about it. All I can do is honour the truth and distract myself after praying. Nothing else is left to do. 

Retro Wrist

I noticed recently that they're starting to release retro gaming onto wrist watches. I was thinking that the perfect game for a watch would be a point and click text based adventured game because it wouldn't put a strain on the battery and the game developers wouldn't worry about the memory limits too much. Something like king's quest would work well. It could still have graphics but they would just be there to display the surroundings. 

I was looking at the Atari watch and thinking what it would be nice. They added fitness tracking to the watch. 

If you wanted to type something on your watch, you would want to use a morse code based system if you only had a few buttons. I noticed that morse code is structured like a tree, if dot was left and dash was right the whole structure would resemble a tree. One dot 'e', one dash 't', a dot and a dash 'a'. 

I wonder what would happen if the Atari Jaguar hadn't flopped and caused the company to stop making a profit? I like the atari Jaguar but it was very difficult to manufacture because it had 3 processors, a Motorola 36000 16 bit legacy processor and two 32 bit polygon controllers called Tom and Jerry.  All those processors had to be soldered to the system board and it was very slow to manufacture, people couldn't get a hold of them so they bought the playstation one instead. 

I also learnt that a lot of the game developers didn't want to use the two advanced processors because they didn't understand how they worked so they just used the Motorola one instead; the computing power was wasted.

The system was underused and under produced but it was so cool to me. I like the way the cd add-on just clipped into the cartridge slot and how the controllers had lots of buttons that could have an overlay added to them.