Power lantern

I am surrounded by a fog, this is not a fog that makes the light opaque. It is not a fog that makes the air look like fabric. It is a different fog. A fog and breaches the gap between my mind and my goals. A fog created by the world that doesn't value my mind, where my creations are not valued.

My mind is a lantern that never stops shining.
My lantern isn't powered by a wick and oil pot, or a candle or light bulb. It is powered by my willpower and my desire to keep going.

My lantern will stop shining when my body drops and dies. Until then it will keep shining. The question is, will it outlast the fog? Will the fog fade before my lantern is gone? I hope so.

I am grateful but please clear this fog and bring value to all my creations. And don't let my efforts be for nothing.

My dreams are still alive

Today I confirm that I still want the same things in my life.

1) I want a Kindle paper white
2) I want a Nintendo switch
3) I want 3 incomes of £20,000 each, one from my job another from the family vending business and the other from media like my book and pages.
4) I want my own home
5) I want financial independence, I want to work without needing to work.
6) I want a family of my own.
7) I want my own man cave/ hobby room.
8) I want my own small mansion built on a  small man made island on a small man made lake.

Then I have big dreams. They go on and on.
The list goes on and my dreams stay alive.
I am grateful to still have them because life can seem very grim and cold.