What November Means to me

November 2018 was about discovery and a huge deal. It was in November 2018 that I discovered that my unborn child was a boy and at the same time I discovered that NASA had landed a probe on the planet Mars called inSight with the intention of peering inside the planet, good luck to them.

I would be happy if my child was a boy or a girl.
It is a boy and we are thinking about possible names to give the child when he is born.

November is also about the Brexit exit deal that was prepared by our prime Minister, Therasa May and leaders of the other European Union member states. I sense that many politicians intend to reject the deal because they think it is a bad deal. They will soon vote on implementation of the deal.

There was wide spread rioting in France because Macron increased fuel tax. This event reminds me of the time I learned of Margret Fatcher's poll tax. If people live a privileged life then they may forget the ordinary people struggle to live in this world. They can increase a tax without thinking about the poorer people.

What January Means to me

January 2018 was cold and dark. There were many fears about changes. People's behavior changed, people were driving aggressively. The mainstream media was portraying Brexit as a disaster. But my mind was with Jesus because I am confused. But Jesus is beautiful to me because he died for us and his love was pure.

When I was a young boy I was taken by Jehovah's witnesses to an assembly hall near Southgate close to wood green. I felt very happy being there because they were talking about the stories of the Christian bible. They would tell me About Moses and Jacob and Noah and I was with other people that had love for God. I felt like I was a part of something.

Later in life I became confused because they told me that Jesus is not the son of God but other Christian groups were saying he was. They were all saying different things. They had a different perspective of the word. Confusion runs deep, I want insight, I want the truth and light from God.

If there is any good lasting joy in this world, it would come from God. From the creator. But I ask for insight for the truth and the light.

Nothing happened in January but the mind turned and was hungry for insight. I have a hunger for knowledge.