September 26 was quite difficult, I won't say why. All I will say is there was a health crisis involving someone close to me, I will say nothing else. A doorway opened to a hell Scape that wiped out all the peace left inside me. It was a bit too much. We are here for a short time and then it is over. I wrestled with my mind to think less and try to be absent from the chaos. What else can I do?
As time passed by, the world continued to prove people can't live in peace. It was on the last day of the month a terrorist tried to cause to plane to crash into Israel.
May I stay humble and not look at others and think I'm better than anyone else. If that thought ever emerges, may I remember the bad deeds I did throughout my life. Everything that merits shame will remind me I'm just a speck, I little human being amongst other specks that is just here for a short time. May the day I was born just be a day to rest and take a short break. Everything that merits my shame will remind me I'm not good, I'm just man. A man trying not to overthink and be at peace.
