
I am Alan Booth, an ordinary British Man . I'm not one of the famous people that have the same name as me, just an ordinary guy. Welcome to my main blog, a true reliable record of history from the perspective of an ordinary man, a place filled with my thoughts; perhaps my thoughts will persist longer on here than in my brain itself. My twitter I.D. is @alspresso.
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Monday, 11 November 2019
Before Jesus
It is written in the scriptures that Jesus will return to Earth one day and raise the dead to be Judged with the living.
There were many people that were born and lived on Earth before Jesus lived as a man. How will those people be judged? They didn't reject the gospel, they lived and died before Gospel was present. What will happen to those people? They didn't get a chance to choose the Gospel or reject it.
Would God give them a second chance? Would he make them live again or just know what they would do already? What would happen to all those people? Would they all share the same fate?
Sunday, 10 November 2019
Lake of Fire
If I could talk to God I would ask him why he didn't throw Lucifer into the lake of fire straight away when he was deceiving one third of the angels.
It is written that Satan will be thrown into a giant lake of fire to be destroyed. Why didn't God destroy Satan before he met people on Earth?
I have no idea why it went that way. Is there a scripture that explains this? I don't know. I know very little and hunger for insight.
Friday, 2 August 2019
Walking sword
Harbouring hate towards anyone is very poisonous to your mind. In Christianity it is made very clear that if don't forgive everyone that wronged you, you won't be forgiven by God and will be condemned dwell in the outer darkness.
I created a playlist that will help people that want to get rid of hate and grudges caused by jealousy or unfair treatment. For the Atheist they can be free to live a happy life before they are consumed by the unthinking, unseeing oblivion that will swallow their dead mind when their time is up. For people that fear God, they can ask for forgiveness knowing they have forgiven others.
Here it is, play it in this order while walking in the park with the intention of letting go of hate.
1) Iron Lion Zion, by Bob Marley
2) Shine like a star, by Bob Marley
3) The glow of love, by Randy Crawford
4) Return to innocence, by Enigma
5) Merry go round of life, for Howels moving castle
This is the playlist I call the walking sword because I play it when I walk in the park to cut hate and grudges out of my mind.
I think I will make a YouTube version of the play list and share it on social media.
Thursday, 28 February 2019
Fake Christians
One thing I have noticed from observing everything carefully as I am able to is that throughout history almost all churches were fake and had nothing to do with Christ. This is the thing that was confusing me as a man with an agnostic nature.
Unlike most the people in the Bible, Jesus was a blameless man and never harmed a single person in any way. There is one story I remember well, Jesus came across a Woman that was about to be stoned to death for adultery and he persuaded the villagers to let her go then he forgave her for her sins.
When the churches tied all the people that disagreed with them to a post and burned them alive, they showed the history books that they are nothing like the blameless, loving and wonderful Jesus the Messiah. Jesus treated sinners as people that were sick, he tried to heal them and restore them.
People went to war in the name of Christianity but Jesus never approved of war or violence. If you judge any person in this world, you judge people by their fruits.
What comes out of a person? Is it violence, bigotry, tyranny or hate. Is it love, peace, harmony or blamelessness?
Sunday, 28 May 2017
Christianity and Transparency
One thing that stops me from going to church is the thought of Hell. I feel that Hell is not fair because our lives are very short and the punishment of Hell is disproportionate. If a man was cruel to other people for 20 years then why should he be tormented for eternity? Would it not be fair to punish him for 20 years? It would bother me if I was in Heaven and I knew that people were being tormented forever. I want the maker himself to give me insight because I don't understand. I'm not trying to criticize any religion, I am being truthful. It bothers me when I think about the topic. People have done bad things to me in the past but I don't want them to go to hell. I would go down to hell and tell Hitler himself that he had enough and free him if I could because I don't want anyone to be suffer like that. I beg for insight and mercy.
I don't know who is reading this and what now is to the person that is reading it, what I do know is that I am writing the truth, the way I think and feel.
I am a very misunderstood man, I watch things on TV that some people see as morbid but it is only the mystery that interests me. They don't understand what is going through my mind. Here is the connection, my life is a mystery because I don't understand what the creator thinks, people don't understand me because they don't know how I value things. Both things cause me to be frustrated. Not having deep insight into life and being misunderstood.
If a lady is walking in front of me on the street, she may be afraid because I am bigger than her but she does not understand that I am a blameless man and won't harm anyone. That person does not know that. They just think that the man walking behind could be dangerous, they don't know that I am heading in my own direction. Thankfully I get about by car now so that awkward feeling has been eliminated.
The other thing is that my thoughts are not valued by others. When I reach out to talk about these big topics, the topic is ended through an excuse.
My mind is a village, I walk though it and try thought experiments in there and that is what matters to me. The village inside my mind is a paradise that is more beautiful than any place on Earth that I know of. There is a whole world inside me that is written of by people. No person in this world will ever understand me unless they are telepathic.
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