As the World Falls Down

I feel like something isn't quite right, everything's changing. Young people frivolously swearing, winters without frost, summers without rain, multiple leader changes, inflation and unrest everywhere. What can I do, I just keep my mind and my hands busy. 

I was thinking about dice earlier, if you had a device that randomly picks numbers between 1 and 6, would it still be a dice? If you had a spinner with a small viewing  window that lands on one of a series of numbers between 1 and 6, would that be a dice? Even if you had a bead that fell into one of 6 random trays, would that still be a dice? 

I look forward to when I can finally get hold of the roguecraftDX game, it keeps selling out; I sense it would be like crystal defender for me, a game I would play over and over again after the game was over. What else can I do? I just stay busy and keep my mind occupied. 

Shop Trance

I saw one of my playing card packs sitting on a shelf collecting dust, what a shame it is. I live in a world where I can't sit down with another person and play a game, no one has the time and peace of mind to stop a play for a while.  It exposes how miserable the world is. Small talk is dead, public decency is worn away, the youth are angry and frustrated and all that is left is payer and the little daily perks that keep my chin up. 

An ordinary working man like myself will buy one item of clothing per week to slowly replace my clothes as they get worn out. I can just walk about in shops and look at stuff for a few hours and get something new. I got some new bamboo shocks for a fiver, I wonder how they got the fibres to be stretchy like elastic. The mysteries never end. 

I just look at stuff in my home and see a familiar sight and I sip some coffee, joy comes from that. As the world stinks of allegorical decay and hate, I distract myself with routines and things. 

A solar powered flower lamp, a favourite book, the lights in my little bar, my hobbies and games on my Nintendo I can play in my down time. 

If you keep your fingers busy, everything will be ok. There is a joy that comes from being transparent to everyone and being busy in private.