It is the middle of October, there is a smear on men once again because of a high profile court case involving suspected rape. Then I learnt of missiles flying all over the place. Lots of deaths everywhere. Houthis shooting a Saudi airports, suicide drone in East Europe. Hostile times.
A man called William Chapman struggled with mental illness for a long time and finally got himself killed by a tiger in the north of England; it is sad because he must have been living in his own hell to finally do that. I feel pity for his family, they must be going through. It is almost as if Alti the tiger was granting dark sad wish.
I try to bring my thoughts to life so people can see what many ordinary men are actually thinking about. I think about things and computer games. Trains and train stations that only exist in my head. Lots of things that may never exist in the physical world.
