January 2018 was cold and dark. There were many fears about changes. People's behavior changed, people were driving aggressively. The mainstream media was portraying Brexit as a disaster. But my mind was with Jesus because I am confused. But Jesus is beautiful to me because he died for us and his love was pure.
When I was a young boy I was taken by Jehovah's witnesses to an assembly hall near Southgate close to wood green. I felt very happy being there because they were talking about the stories of the Christian bible. They would tell me About Moses and Jacob and Noah and I was with other people that had love for God. I felt like I was a part of something.
Later in life I became confused because they told me that Jesus is not the son of God but other Christian groups were saying he was. They were all saying different things. They had a different perspective of the word. Confusion runs deep, I want insight, I want the truth and light from God.
If there is any good lasting joy in this world, it would come from God. From the creator. But I ask for insight for the truth and the light.
Nothing happened in January but the mind turned and was hungry for insight. I have a hunger for knowledge.
