During this last portion of the winter, I was observing a very interesting new micro EV called the 'Squad solar car'. It is a very small self charging solar car. The website for the micro car is https://www.squadmobility.com/. I thought to myself, wouldn't it be nice if I had a front yard that is too small to make a driveway for a regular car but bought a micro EV that fits. The contractors that were building the driveway would ask what it is for and I would say it's for a car. They would say your car isn't allowed on the pavement though. I would say, don't worry, that won't be a problem. I would feel smug because the front yard is too small for a regular car but the micro car fits and it charges itself while it is parked.
While this happened a shadow came over me that can only be made by a relative passing away, a dark shadow with no hope. A man that feels fine one day can be dead the next day. What good is life if it ends with nothing. I can only hope that I stay healthy long enough to leave behind those that have aged themselves. I don't want to cause grief to young kin. Let them be old that day and prepared for my end. I started watching what I eat so I can try to be healthy. If I die because of a poor lifestyle then I would be responsible for causing sadness.
I bought an old computer game, a roller coaster tycoon classic edition. I remember being very focused when I played that game. I wanted to build the perfect theme park. I could micro manage every detail of the amusement park in a way that even a real theme park director couldn't do.
