One thing I have noticed about the world I live in is that there is very little respect.
When I am in the supermarket I find used tissues left on the shelf. The used tissues are crumpled in a way that suggests they were used to clear the nose. They put it on the shelf next to food. This is discusting and very disrespectful to others.
I have also noticed that in the news, people are turning to acid to harm others. I feel shame for my community because this is a deed that is very far below standard human values.
Another thing I have noticed is that people don't respect other people's taste in media. One could be watching a video and be mocked and forced to change the video by friends or family. I like mysteries but sometimes a mystery could come across as negative, the trouble is other people won't understand why I am watching it and they may mock it and change it infront of me, this is so rude and disrespectful. The person on the receiving end of an encounter like that would feel depressed because they want to have a little bit of respect. At least just to be able to watch a 10 minute video without people mocking it and interrupting it.
Imagine also offing to help someone get a phone and then they turn to someone that lives far away because they don't value any of your advice. The rejection is very painful and makes you feel sad because you know a lot about phones but your vast knowledge of phones is rejected.
It is better to live in a world with no light than to be openly mocked and rejected for everything you think and do. A world were there is no people is better than a world with people that make to you feel like trash.
I am grateful that there is hope for happiness, if I find tranquility and joy I will treasure it more and a man that always had it. I am reaching out for the joy zone. The place where I don't feel rejected and disrespected.