Middle of spring

I feel like we are approaching the middle of spring now. I live amongst the Chiltern hills in England. In these hills there are many trees. The trees make the air very fresh.

I'm here waiting for a verdict, waiting and waiting. I won't say what the verdict is for because this blog is on the public domain. I wait and I wait. The only thing I can do is wait. The people that make me wait are cruel because they don't email the progress to me. They don't say what is going on. They just leave me hanging here.

I ordered a new keyboard because my old music keyboard broke. I know that playing music helps to clear the mind and deal with stress. Playing music and working hard is what I have.

I hope and wait for the breakthrough and good news that I want. And toil hard day and night to trade my way out of mediocrity.

Mcdonald's win

Over the last month I have been playing McDonald's monopoly. To play, you buy McDonald's food items and peel off the tab that is stuck on the meal packaging.

I have won a few trivial things and collected some tabs. I have won food items and vouchers. The best prise I have won is a £10 sky store voucher, I can get a free digital movie or TV show.

I like the game because it is better than scratch cards because you always get something. If you loose,  you still have the food or drink you bought and a collectable tab that could be used later.

I try to get one every day so I will see what happens. It is very fun and I think it is a very good idea.

Windrush and Death

My Aunty died a few days ago and I hope that she is in a better place. A place filled with bliss and joy and peace. This document is in the public domain so I won't say anything else.

There is a scandal coined "windrush". It is about people that were brought over when they were children and the system didn't keep records, they worked all their life and are now being treated as illegal immigrants, even though they were in the UK for all their lives paying taxes and working. It must be very stressful for all those people involved.

April conflict

Earlier in the week, the UK, France and USA launched an attack on Syria bases that bleong to the Assad government. They did this because they suspect that assad is using chemical weapons on communities around Syria.

I felt angry because if you wanted to stop the gas attacks, you could drop gas masks and stuff like that. It would be more effective and cost less than launching cruise missiles. If you fire more and more missiles, it may one day backfire and cause more conflict and possibly end in war or global war.

I hope that there is no more war in the middle east in the near future.

Jeremy Corbyn

Earlier in the week the Labour party was criticised for allegedly supporting anti semetism. Jeremy  went to a Passover party of a left wing group that are skeptical of Isreal. I think they are called Judos or something like that.

I personally have nothing against Jeremy and I don't think he is anti semetic. In many ways I think he is like me, he hates wars and thinks the railways should be nationalised. He is a people person and thinks that people's lives are sometimes more important than profit.

I don't know him personally but I think he is like me because of his speeches and I would always vote for a guy like me. The problem is when I vote I am voting for a local MP and I'm not loyal to any party. The rule I follow is that I try to make contact with my local MP and if he ignores me, I remember and vote for his oponent when the next election comes. So I may not vote for labour but that wouldn't be because of Corbyn. It would be because of the local man that didn't listen to me in the years before.

I am grateful for life and a working mind that is free to think and question everything. If you are reading this and are Jewsish then I hope you see me as a mind that has no hate for you or anyone.

What March Means to Me

It is April now and most certainly Spring. To me March is the transition from winter to Spring although we really needed the daylight saving to know it because it was so cold and dark this month you could have easily not noticed spring's arrival.

The news is dominated by the Russian elections and poisoning of a former Russian agent and his daughter and Brexit. I had some time off work but I was sick with the flu and spent the whole time doing almost nothing. My view of Russians is the same, I see them as my Brothers and Sisters on the other side of the continent. I have no fear or hate for anyone in this world because my mind is filled with hunger for insight into the mysteries of life and beyond. I don't want any space in my mind to be taken up for hate, my life is too short for that.

I continued to nurture my new hobby to keep my mind clear during my down time and got some peace from it.
March is a busy time for my family in terms of birthdays.

I have nothing else to say about March except hope and progress for everyone.

Sick on Holiday

It is Easter and the start of spring. This past week I have been on holiday from work but I was sick with the flu the whole time but I still managed to make a video on youtube and do a few things.

I celebrate this Day, the reserection of Jesus Christ. I hope that Jesus shows me Mercy for all my bad deeds. I hope he brings peace into my life.