My head is like a wrestling contest at the moment. I don't want to think about inflation but I do because it is in my face, when I pay my utility bills and fill up my car with fuel. Everything that I buy costs more money than it did before; food, clothing, services, power and transport.
My mind has become a fierce and restless place where my problems and my happy thoughts meet and wrestle for a position in my head. I flood my head with useless thoughts to push over the sad thoughts but they return again every 15 minutes.
Sometimes I just take off my glasses and press my face into my hands and try to think about nothing at all. I just sit on my own quietly and think of nothing, just breathe deeply. Then I think about pointless things like how many battery powered propellers would be needed to lift my body off the floor, I think about one day trying it, build small propeller cartridges and stack them together to see how many of them would be needed to lift my body in the air.