One of the biggest walls that stop me from being a Christian is the concept of eternal punishment and Eternity.
In the past 6 months I have become obsessed with Hell and Heaven because I don't understand them. When I am on you tube I will type the keyword NDE hell (Near death Experience).
I think that Hell is a place that is absent from God. It is written that God is peace and love and light so without God there is chaos, hate and darkness because when his presence goes, his attributes go away with him. I think this is the truth but I may be wrong. Some people tell me that hell is not being resurrected or just being destroyed permanently.
I would love to glimpse heaven, just see what heaven is like for a short while.
