One thing I mentioned earlier is that it is my deep dreams and mental games that keep me going in this world.
One such dream is a custom built house that exists in my head. The house has a veranda going all the way around it. A veranda is like a porch but it it is wide and has benches on it for sitting on. The house in my dream is a rich man's house but it is not for showing off. It is like that because it's a paradise. A sanctuary that brings joy.
If I didn't have these dreams and visions then my life would be more difficult because the grim realities of life would take a bigger grip on me.
