I was thinking about Prestige Alan, a version of me that doesn't exist. If Prestige-Alan existed, he would be a very difficult person. They would say what would you do to stop the war in Ukraine, I would say "I don't work for the UN". Or a politician with a big mouth, lots of money, and little respect for people would get elected and they would ask if I think think he is a jerk and I would say, "I don't want to talk about politics" they would demand my opinion and I would say "shut up, I'm not a political analyst".
I'm a bit like that now I think; Jehovah's Witnesses run away from me on the street. Sometimes they forget where I live and they knock on my door and run away when they see me. They could just tell me they don't want a 3 and a half hour argument about the Bible or remember where I live so they don't knock on my door because I feel awkward when they do that.
I feel like no one on this planet likes me sometimes.
