It is the last week of November, my head is empty. I don't know if it is because I was very sick at the start of the month or because I get nonplus when the days are short and dark. Perhaps I'm just fed up with the world being selectively polarized into supporting one group in a conflict and ignoring the other conflicts; selective outrage towards a conflict and ignoring others is lame. life is lame. All I have is small talk.
I thought to myself why do people drive faster and faster every month in car parks. When I approach a car park, I see the speed limit is 5mph so I put my car into first gear and let my car cruise at human walking speed, but the drivers behind me become very annoyed and start shouting at me and flashing their headlights. When I walk in the car park, I see cars going past as if they were on the road. I thought to myself I should buy a pepper spray gun as self defense incase someone becomes violent towards me. I think mace guns are illegal in Britain though.
I also thought it would be a good design idea to put a small hot wheels type car in the dashboard of a car, the small car would show what the real car is doing. It would be angled at 45° and have a mirror behind it to show the break lights when the break is being pressed. Next to the little car would be instrument stats like engine revolution speed, actual speed, engine temperature and things like that. It's pointless for me to think about that because I'm not a car designer. Thinking doesn't need to have a point, it just happens.
Apart from the limited small talk, there is nothing to write about. I feel like an empty box in a meadow. There are many things to discuss but nothing special in me that it should be written down.
