I don't know why my brain does that. Why does it take away my memory of a problem being solved so I have to try and solve it again. When my memory is given back to me, I feel a very strong feeling of peace or relief. I'm trying to solve a problem and the problem no longer exists. Instant tension them instant relief. What is going on in there?
My memory contains peace. Thoughts that I have collected over the years that brings peace to me can be taken away in an instant when I am asleep and the peace they give me are no longer there. Tension then relief, more tension then more relief. There is so much I don't understand in this world.