Welcome to December

As usual, I am writing my blog while I am on my break, If the cookie monster could eat these lovely Twix store baked cookies then he wouldn't drop all those cookie bits on the floor. I have no idea how they stay soft for so long.

We are in the political Christmas of 2019, not sure it will be like this every year now or if we will continue having elections in May every five years; we will see. In a way it is good to have it now because it is very cold and dark, it is nice to have a distraction from all that hostile environment. Short cold dark days with long freezing nights. Lots of Rain and clouds and Frost in the morning.

My Traffic light

Earlier in the week I was thinking about what a traffic light would look like if I had designed it. If I designed a traffic light it would be an equilateral square shape. The leading edges of the traffic light would have a frame around it that was black and white striped.

The squared traffic light would be split down the middle. On the left site would be a grid like panel filled with dots to make written information like the time and temperature and traffic conditions further down the road. Or to make signs about the junction like no right turn. The grid of dots would be light emitting diodes and have a resolution similar to 90s Tamagotchis. The left screen would also show a count down timer for when the light would change.

The right hand side would be the signal. Four rectangular coloured signals would be used, Red to stop yellow to prepare to stop or wait. Green to go and blue when the light is not active as a traffic light.

Gary Rhodes dies

I found out yesterday that the celebrity chef known as Gary Rhodes has died. I was left in the dark at the time about the cause of death but found out today that he died from bleeding in the brain, basically he banged his head and one of the vessels that carry blood into his brain burst open and part of his brain was starved of oxygen. One minute you could be walking around feeling fine, the next minute find yourself dying. Being alive as a human is like waiting in a waiting room of a doctor's surgery, you know your time will end but you don't know exactly when and you don't know what will happen when you pass through those doors. All you know is the life you have now is temporary. 

This is why I try to make every day count in some way, even if the one thing I do is add an entry in this blog.

At the time Gary died, I was thinking about what a traffic light would look like if it was designed by me. I will write more about that in a future post.

I will always remember my self designed traffic light when I think of Gary Rhodes and processed Sugar because Gary was involved with TV adverts for Tate and Lyle and that is how I remember him the most. I also remember his spikey hair style.

I wish peace and love to his family and friends and hope they find some peace in this time of disaster. I send out my love to all those people that have died recently.

Prince Andrew interview

Ealier in the week I watched the BBC interview of Prince Andrew regarding his involvement with Epstine, the rich Pedophile that commited suicide in prison. He exploited under aged women for sex. 

If there is one thing I learned from the interview it is that being connected to other people can be very bad for your well-being and image. I don't know how much he was involved or if he did anything himself so I will say nothing else on the matter. 

I am a very lucky man because when I was young I was transparent and almost everyone didn't want my company, therefore I had no one to pull me down later in life. I was considered by others to be a stupid dork that deserves no social time with other people. Although being surrounded by people that have no respect for you is hard and causes depression later in life, in the long run it is good because you learn to appreciate higher things like daily learning, art and deep philosophy and loose the need to be liked by other people. Infact I have no need to be liked or admired by anyone and I have grown a creative mind that can change the world with the right opportunities. 

I will call this a gift from God. Living a life where I am only really connected personally to my family and I am free from social dogma. 

Acid and politics

I was just thinking that there is an acid in my body that can dissolve every part of my body yet it is kept in place by continually generated mucus. My body is generating mucus to keep acid in place so it only dissolves the food that I eat. An acid that is very corrosive. If it were in a jar, the jar would have a warning stamp on it.

Another thing I was thinking is..

December 2019 will be the most political Christmas in my clear memory. Perhaps when I was a baby there was an episode like this but I wouldn't remember it. To be honest with you I am sick of it all. I am sick of brexit and I am sick to party propaganda. Perhaps that is why I have started to read Wikipedia much more than my social media news feeds. I read to learn and to explore. Not to get confused and angry.

I wonder

I wonder if there is a planet like Earth that exists as a moon of a giant gas planet and has a moon like our own and the moon has its  own moon the size of Enceladus.

A small rock orbiting a moon sized planetoid which is orbiting an Earth sized planet that is orbiting a giant planet.

Rain Rain

Jacob, my Son.

One thought you may think is who are you more like, Mum or Dad? My answer is you are a unique person and different to both of us.

When you combine red and green light rays, you get yellow. Yellow is different to both red and Green. If you combine Sodium and Chlorine you get salt, salt is not an alkaline metal or poisonous gas, it is unique to both of them.

You are like yourself.