Last year just before your second birthday prince Philip died. I felt pity for the queen because they were married for so long then suddenly, her husband passed away.
I always listen and try to observe. I listened to the Queen when she would speak. The Queen keeps most of her grief to herself and tries to keep her personal life private in my view. That doesn't mean she doesn't feel any emotions, it just means she is reserved. I think in the past people misunderstood what the queen was like, they think the Queen doesn't care about other people. People were blaming the Queen when Prince Harry and Princes Megan left the royal household, but the queen wasn't to blame, she welcomed their marriage and children into the family. I think the Queen is in two minds whether to stay on the throne or resign. She is very old and had some tragedies, there was also some bad press recently. I wouldn't be surprised if she abdicated.
People in today's world are very judgemental. During the Johnny Depp deformation trial, people were picking sides. Johnny Depp's legal team had a head start, they probably got all their facts straight before he went to court. Amber's legal team had less time to gather evidence so they relied more on trying to discredit the witnesses, trying to make them look like they were colluding with Johnny and his legal team. I don't want to have an opinion about either of them really.
Sometimes I feel like I am being judged, I am a big man, I weigh more than 100kg and I am 1.8m tall and I have a expressionless stare on my face most the time. Sometimes when people are walking in front of me I feel like they are afraid of me, they are thinking I am following them or something like that. If only they knew, I have no mischief in me at all, they're wrong about me. When I see people nervously looking back at me and speeding up their walking pace, I feel awkward.
