Poke Scab

I watched public deformation trial of Johnny Depp on TV. Normally when I watch a public court room trail, it is like poking a scab or an insect sting because I remember my birth mother was killed because of an accident caused by dangerous driving, he was driving too fast and overtaking when it wasn't safe. The man was given a very short prison sentence, less than some people get for causing a dog to die because of negligence. I would normally feel bitter and a bit sad. It would be pointless for me to trigger such an emotion but I do so anyway, just like someone poking an insect sting on their arm with their finger or a scab on their leg. 

This time it was different. The trial was so bizarre that I was distracted from my own little world. 

Johnny Depp would walk down from the witness stand and put on sun shades and a carry a bottle of water like he was on a film set. 

I learned that his former wife had a crazy outburst and pooped on his side of the bed. 

A psychologist diagnosed Amber Heard with Border line personality disorder instead of PTSD of an abused wife, Amber's lawyers were so stunned by the diagnosis that they had nothing left to do but try and probe the Doctor for collusion. The Doctor sensed the they were trying to imply she was colluding with Johnny's legal team and seemed visibly angry and gave patronising answers back. If I cringed any harder my head would split into two. 

Then there was all the witnesses that witnessed amber being unhinged and violent to them. 

It is ongoing.