90s Alan was filled with bitterness and sadness. He wanted to take revenge on the careless driver and kill him and he wanted to get back at the judge because he sentenced him to only 6 months in prison, he was released after just 3 months. Someone that killed a dog was in jail for twice as long. At the end of the 90s two kids in columbine high school in America shot their classmates. I looked into the eyes of the kids on the TV and I felt like I understood what had happened to them. I saw that they were too bitter inside for too long and couldn't find a way to break free, then they just snapped. That was a turning point for me because I realized that if I don't forgive the Judge and the motorist I would become like the Columbine boys.
Millennium Alan found a way to forgive the motorist and the judge. He noticed that certain music files would make him feel slightly less bitter inside so he would get up at sunrise and walk in the park and listen to the music on his headphones. He would reach out to the part of him that can neutralise the bitterness and hate. He would listen to 'Return to innocence' by Enigma, 'The glow of love' by Randy Crawford and Bob Marley music like 'no woman no cry. Things like that, then he would watch the sun rise and breathe the cool fresh air. Every day that he was free he would do that. He would reach out to the better bigger part of himself and he would pray to God to help him to Forgive. After many tears and nurturing hobbies like building models with card, Millennium Alan had finally removed all the hate and bitterness that was festering insided his mind.
Happy Mother's Day...
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